Not giving up…
Spoken like Master Yoda: “Failed, you have not, unless you have failed to learn. No trying, only doing. Do it together we shall, good community you have with you.” 
@Cindygrows, we are her and happy to help you out any way we can. Have you checked out the Knowledge base section? Knowledge Base
I suggest starting with these 3:
https://social.growithjane.com/t/growing-cannabis-at-home-a-guide-for-beginners/46806
https://social.growithjane.com/t/how-to-germinate-cannabis-seeds-a-guide-for-beginners/46799
https://social.growithjane.com/t/cannabis-seedlings-how-to-avoid-stunted-growth/46804